Was out for drinks with L____ on Friday. She's been doing the internet dating thing with some moderate success and she told me about that. I told her about what's been going on with R____ lately, barring the news I received on Saturday.
Anyway, I was talking about counselling with the wife, and how I had to decide what I'd be willing to live with. I thought I could accept simple and sincere passion and desire. L____'s comment? "And you can continue to deny your nature."
ouch.
So what is my nature. I want to spend time discovering this, but it seems a waste of time, since there are other 'more' important things to do, work, writing, reading. and when I do say to myself, 'okay, now' i'm just fucking tired. Part of my subconciousness' plan I guess. Maybe the counselling will help, if I ever get that off the ground
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