It's also difficult for me to keep my mood in control. I know that r____ says I should just feel it, but it's difficult to feel something and not express it - especially when that would be self destructive in many ways.
And later, I'm just tired.
Oh well, perhaps it will all cycle around so I'm feeling more in control. If/when I get on top of things. I will have to watch and see what I do when I get that break, to see if I use that time well. That's the real challenge I guess, using the free time to get ahead rather than fuck the dog.
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